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I’d like to start off by saying this picture is from a year or two ago…things have changed with my body since then I have more a of a belly pouch at the moment, but my posture has improved I’ve been absent from this space for a mixture of reasons I like the fact that it ticks over in the background. It’s dropped some of the pressure off of me feeling as though i have to keep up. I have other projects on the side that have been getting my attention, but i do love how this is in the background As per usual my relationship with my body is changing. I’ve gone through a ride the past couple of months. I didn’t think it would take me this long to climatise to English weather It’s hard to be naked here when i’ve had the freedom of being naked in Australia I’m not sad about things, but this is a big adjustment that at some points didn’t make me feel great about my body I like to think i’m turning a corner now though. I’m seeing a chiro, doing yoga again, my sex life takes me to the stars and turning 30 really did help me out Once again, a long caption but i’m happy to be here Who knows, maybe i’ll be able to invest more into this space soon (I would like to) x

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<p>Something that i didn’t expect from my return to England was a happy waist</p><p>I was expecting bloat, perhaps some stress to be held around my waist, maybe a loss in shape but instead, i’ve been surprised at not only how well my body has handled to change, but how happy it seems to be</p><p>My body ebbs and flows as the month goes on (as does any womans body that bleeds), but to say that i think my body is happy here, shocks a part of my psyche whilst also making it feel so incredibly proud</p><p>For a place that has held a lot trauma and troubles for me, it’s nice to see and feel how safe my body is since being back</p><p>It proves to me that all the inner and outer work i did whilst in Aus truly has paid off</p>

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<p>I’ve been back in England for over a month now and what a whirlwind it has been. A beautiful and nostalgic one, but a whirlwind non the less</p><p>My return home has brought about some interesting emotions. I had some fears before i returned. Some have settled some have not</p><p>It’s been a big adjustment to say the least, and the most obvious adjustment has to be weather difference of course</p><p>My time sun baking and basking has come to an end (temporarily of course), so i’ve found a way of appreciating and loving my body..mirrors</p><p>I expected my body to be thrown off course with this change, but honestly, my body feels more like home than i think it ever has before</p><p>I’ve taken plenty of mirror photos since being back, all of which will be uploaded with my thoughts as captions</p><p></p><p>I’m still waiting on FanFix to get back to me in regards to content charges (not impressed…)</p><p>But to say i’m looking forward to posting on here is a bit of an understatement (i just have to remember to post…🤣)</p>

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<p>I lay with my body this morning. After several days of rain and cold weather, i sleepily arose to the warmth of morning sunshine </p><p>I lay, i stroked, i listened, watched and breathed as i basked so openly in the sunny glow </p><p>My body was grateful. Grateful for the thoughtful act. And act that then fuelled my day forward into a glorious flow of productivity and femininity. </p><p>Capturing myself in these moments allows me to see the experience from a different perspective. I get to watch myself soak up the beauty that my life is surrounded by </p><p>That’s pretty incredible</p>

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<p>I’ve finally done it The release of Cosmic Freedom is here and free to explore For those that only know me through here, my blog offers a deeper look into who i am Finding a way to be able to use social media, write and share deeply about myself, all whilst trying not to lose myself to the rabbit hole that is social media, has been tricky. Especially when it comes to my sunroom. The place i kept secret for over year. The place i have stopped and started, restarted, stopped and started again I’m so wonderfully fond of this space, and to those that are here with me My heart is full at this moment in time and i can’t wait to bring you on whatever journey of mine this is The link will be in my bio. Feel free to follow, subscribe, or just check in every now and again💜 So much love x</p>

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For the past couple of days i’ve had the deep desire to bask naked in the sun, something that i actually haven’t done for a while The place we’re camped at is amazing, and we are in the most secluded spot here, but we are at a campsite as well as someones home and work place. It’s been a little tricky to feel safe whilst being naked The winter gloom has drifted slightly and the sun has been glorious. I had to. And honestly, i felt my whole body recharge. My skin missed the sun. My breasts and belly missed the rays and my back missed the heat Since knowing that i’ll be back in England before the end of the year, i’ve been getting more and more aware that this feeling is something i’m not going to find in that country. Perhaps its time to switch the heat for the cold?🤔 although cold nights by the fire do sound juicy Either way i need to make the most of basking here whilst i can, even if it means doing some slightly public indecent exposure

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<p>I’ve come to realise recently that my recent lack of interest in my FanFix doesn’t come from my FanFix itself, it’s coming from a place of distance. Misalignment. Inauthenticity. It’s hard this. Wanting to portray a part of me without losing sight of why i’m doing this. So why am i doing this? Because i needed a way to claim my body back. I needed a way that gave me back control over my body. I needed a way that would say “This is my body” I love my FanFix, but if i want it to portray what i want it to portray i have to be authentic with my posts. And that authenticity on here looks like * captions that are worth reading from both male and female perspectives * photos that show all body types i have owned * a safe space for myself and my subscribers ✨ I lost track. I got caught up in the pressure of trying to post a certain way, pose a certain way, speak a certain way when i just need to stop. Pause. Take a sigh and get back on track ☀️ My FanFix may be what you think it will be, it might not. It might tempt you, it might not. It might resonate with you, it might not. Either way i’m happy for both myself and for you x</p>

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I’ve always had a reluctancy to being expressively creative. We won’t get into the technicalities of that now but when you have a brain filled with ideas that seem to refresh themselves weekly, it can be hard to get started on something, let alone stick with it Yesterday was a good day. I was actually creative in a few ways yesterday, one being like this I’ve been an avid rock, pebble, shell, feather and all things nature collector for as long as i can remember. On my travels i have with me my tin of shells and feathers as well as my bag of rocks (🥴) I haven’t done many craftsy stuff since being on the road despite the urge and obvious desire to Yesterday i got a push to do something craftsy and the flow went from there Trying my hardest to not slate what i created because on the kitchen shelf, it looks pretty darn cute🥹. Instead i’m trying to remember how long it has taken me to start something like this, and i’ve now finally done it👏 Where i am now is a bit tricky to be openly in the nude, but my creative spell was spent semi nude. I’m trying to link my creativity to my body and let them both express themselves ❤️

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I think we can all agree that there is something to be said about the female body on all fours There’s a feminine feline vibe to it with curves that ebb and flow. An outline you can follow. Movements that are smooth and seductive. Even just seeing the body in that pose is somewhat mesmerising and tantalising Is it because of over-sexualisation? Or is it just the power of the female body? Because at the end of the day it doesn’t matter the shape or size of the body, there are males (and females) that will find it beautiful and arousing. Just a pondering thought i had whilst weeding today🌱