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Sex and intimacy while my man is in prison.. am I waiting? Am I opening up.. here I speak into my desires ❤️🔥
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Follow my real, raw vulnerable journey.. a newly solo mumma with my fiancé in jail, convicted of a crime he didn’t commit. Sharing the rawness, the pain, the ups and the downs as I navigate life now.. Vulnerably showing up in it ALL and sharing my journey ❤️🔥 IG: @hayleymichelleandrews
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1Life update - PART 3
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1Life update - PART 2
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1Life update - Bali - Sam - Navigating very high vibrational experiences to a very dense experience (I’ll explain in the video) gosh I feel like my life is VERY much about contrast 🤣🤣 AND some VERY exciting news!
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1The most beautiful moments that I don’t get to share with anyone online because unfortunately it’s sometimes a very jaded world we live in. One of my favourite things is to make up songs for Zi.. and of course, we sing them in the shower. He asks for “moreeeeeee” it’s just so beautiful and touches my heart so deeply 🥹🥹🥹 There is absolutely nothing that compares to the love you feel with your child. My heart explodes multiple times a day. This first one was my favourite song I made up when Ziah was in the womb. Sam and I would sing it to him with the drum. I’ve changed the lyrics a little now he is here earthside with us. It does like this.. Our little Ziah You came earthside Cause you’re ready To be by our side. Into the world Into the world Into the world you cammmme Into the world Into the world Into the world you cammmme Our little Ziah Our hearts desire That is you. That is youuuuuu. I swear it takes him back to when he was in the womb. I adore these moments. So glad I can share them here with you 🙏🏻
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2I could never post these photos on instagram.. and I love them!! To me this is art. The way the sun and shadows touch my naked skin. God I hate how censored that platform is.. a woman’s breasts are givers of life. How can they be seen as “rude” The over sexualisation of the feminine body absolutely shits me. If we could I would love to walk around with no top on. It’s so comfortable. Plus no more tan lines 🤣🤣 Breasts are so beautiful. And I love mine. I had implants in for 11 years (I can’t believe I even had them let alone for that long) I wanted to remove them years ago and an ex boyfriend of mine said “don’t do it they will look saggy and gross” well here they are! My beautiful breasts. They look so much better small and natural than they did big and fake. The porn industry has really distorted our view on beauty. Beauty radiates from the inside out. How beautiful a woman is all depends on how much she loves herself.. as that love is what radiates. I love being natural. I’m 40 at the end of this year and I am so proud of my body, and more so than my body I am proud of the woman I am. #freethenip
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1A very real look into what mumma life can be like. Raw, messy, TIRING. Half naked all day because who has time for clothes 🤣🤣 But seriously.. this is my day a lot and I want to normalise it. Being a mum is incredible but also incredibly challenging and especially as a solo mum, time we get to ourselves is very limited. The first few years is FULL on. Especially with breast feeding on demand 😅 but I know it will get some what easier AND some what harder in ways. But right now he needs me sooo much.. and I Co sleep and breast feed through the night still. A normal night for us is Zi being on the boob about 7 times. I’m EXHAUSTED. But it’s all worth it. Mummas I see you and I’m deep in it with you xx
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1Love Letter from Sam - Eddie is my car - Eddie the Xtrail which I LOVE! Finally upgraded from the Suzuki swift into a soccer mum car. It needed to happen 🤣🤣 I can’t wait to melt and let go in his arms either.. it’s literally what keeps me going. The thought of being held in his arms, where I can completely let go again..to melt into him. 🥹 Some people ask - how can you wait 5 years. It’s huge. And yeh I guess it is huge, but also so is our love. I still have Sams emotional support. Which I know a lot of women don’t even get when their husbands are home. Emotional support is one of my highest values. Sam and I speak atleast 5 times a day and those conversations are deep and present. And… it’s Sam. He’s literally the other half of my soul. Which is why our relationship has been so deep, so intense with so much growth. He revealed to me all my shadows, and vice versa. We’ve moved through so much together. That shit is fucking HARD to traverse through. To see yourself, the parts you don’t want to recognise. But when two people are both committed to it, to staying even when it gets so fucking confronting, my gosh the expansion is like nothing else. You step into the fullest most highest version of yourself. And yeh I could find another man who I could build a nice life with. But no one is Sam.. and I truly believe that’s how everyone should feel about their beloved. And we are seriously writing the best love story ever written. Because it’s real and it’s deep and it’s unwavering x
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1Sexual numbness.. not being able to feel deep pleasure when making love. Self Pleasure Vs Masturbation I also reveal how I let go of trauma that was stored in my yoni, blocking my ability to feel pleasure ❤️🔥