Toxic shame has prevented me from allowing myself to fully show up & be seen for for long. The last step in my healing journey is to allow myself to be seen. My sunroom account is a piece of that - it will still be the only place I share my personal journey of healing in detail, but I need to allow myself to put my work into the world for others to see (even if I still fear those I know in real life will judge me).
Sometimes we’re so focused on where we want to go & who we want to be, we forget how far we’ve already come. Feeling so much gratitude for my past self 💕
End of week recap: accomplished a big goal at the gym, stopping my adhd meds & my nervous system recovery journey
My horoscope told me to post thirst traps 🤭 day one of my cycle called for a hot bath & a photo shoot 🍒🍑
I’ve been slimming down a bit, so I had to make sure my 🍑 is still plump 🤭 what do you think?
Social media drama with my bf’s ex & my fear of being judged online
The story behind my username & the creation of this account ❤️🔥
The closer we get to embodying the next version of ourself & living in our desired reality, the more speed bumps we come across. But I also think the closer we get, the more we can handle. It’s been a bumpy ride lately 😅
This is my journey to embodying my authentic Self, the confident & motivated version of me I’m designed to be. I’ll be documenting my process of opening an adult novelty store while I regulate my nervous system, rewire my subconscious, release conditioning & prioritize pleasure + play.